When I said yes, I told you not to make me regret my decision.
You said you won’t.
Well, right now, I am on the verge. Of regretting it, i mean.
And you know what hurts most about it?
What hurts most about it is the fact that I believed you. I trusted you with my whole freaking heart — my heart which, up until you came, I had been so afraid of giving to anyone else. And you know what happened to that heart that I had so dearly taken care of?
Well, let’s just say that it went through the shredder, down the drain and into the dump that is sadness and longing and regret.
Yeah. It’s not like what you did was a big deal and all that. Maybe you even had my best interests in mind when you did them, but, the thing i hate most is how people can deliberately lie to me. IN MY FACE. That is one thing I will never stand for.
But, despite all of these, I am willing to stay. Because I love you. That’s what matters, right? And you promised me that I won’t regret this decision.
I trust you to make things right again.
I love you.
